Conformity

It seems as though society as a whole is built like a stream, I always think of water running down the side of a street because it always comes from somewhere else but builds into a raging torrent that drags the smaller streams into it without a thought. But there are always little places where the water splits off and begins it's own river down the road just wanting to be free from the original but ending up gathering more and more water until it too becomes a raging torrent. To avoid this only the places where water pools and just sits and doesn't move anywhere or is told to do anything seem to be the places which are unaffected. Conformity is like this because of how it drags people into itself and doesn't let them leave but there are also people who just sit outside of it in their own worlds with nobodys actions dictating them what to do or say. To those people I congratulate them on this front, not an easy thing to do by all means seperate yourself and realize what it was to be involved for even a short time.

My First Blog

I've never blogged before, it's a little exhilarating making my thoughts known to the public. Mind you, alot of them are not always something you would agree with but they are my thoughts and I can think what I want.
Have you ever been in a position where you have no idea where to go next? Like you can't think of anything to do with your time or if you just aren't interested in any of the things you could be doing at the moment? I have, I've been in that position alot and usually I find myself deciding that the best thing to do is either to call a friend or just get on youtube. But this doesn't make it go away because it always comes back and you do the same things again and again until you aren't interested in doing them either. I feel like I'm ranting kinda funny because right now I'm just imagining talking to a shadow and that there could be hundreds of people within it.
I'm always thinking why am I the way I am, always having the bad things that happen to me happen and how nobody else could be going through the same thing. The astounding truth of that? People are going through worse all over the world, and I just think what happened to me was bad I bet one of those people would pay a million dollars to be me at that point.